I have moved on to Krista Tippett's second "Foundations" podcast episode, which is a mere 8 minutes long this time.

These four short podcasts are Tippett's re-launching of her On Being podcast and they are stunningly rich and beautifully simple. Each one leaves me with more to think about than my aging brain can take in.

Here's the gist of her second one:

She starts with a Rainer Maria Rilke quote from his book, "Letters to a Young Poet:"

“Be patient toward all that is unsolved in your heart and try to love the questions themselves, like locked rooms and like books that are now written in a very foreign tongue. Do not now seek the answers, which cannot be given you because you would not be able to live them. And the point is, to live everything. Live the questions now. Perhaps you will then gradually, without noticing it, live along some distant day into the answer.”

Tippett then asks us to ponder what it would mean to "live the questions now" in our own lives. In our own context. In our own season. In our own unique place in this world. In this unique moment in history.

She states that we each carry "vast, aching, open questions for which we do not have answers."

I heard those words and almost gasped: "My God, how true this is!" If only we gave ourselves time to ask our truest selves what those questions are for us.

I walked in the dusky early evening as I listened to this podcast, pausing it as I went to give myself time to contemplate each thought.

I asked myself: "Alice, what questions are you living now?

Here's what bubbled up for me at this moment in time, in this one life I have to live, in this season of my life, in this moment in history:

  • What does love require?
  • What is mine to do in this moment?
  • What do I want my 60th decade to look and feel like? To what do I want to turn my attention?
  • How do I live as a follower of Christ in a culture where I barely recognize Christ in most self-proclaimed Christians?
  • Who is being hurt in my community and how can I come alongside them in love?

Now, here's the thing: We Americans love to rush to our answers. There is nothing more we love than an ANSWER! We tend to despise questions we don't know the answers to immediately. (I blame math flashcards for this problem!!) So there will be a temptation in all of us to rush to our answers. To fill in the blanks with our "very best work" which can often mean good answers, solid answers, well-curated answers ... but rarely real answers.

Tippett urges us, instead, to carry these questions with us over time. To ask ourselves, "How can I carry these questions around in my soul these days?"

She entreats us to believe, as Rilke did, that if we simply live the questions now rather than demanding immediate answers we may find ourselves living "along some distant day into the answer."

This Advent season, as winter lays over us like a soft blanket, might I gently urge us to take some moments to slow down, to give our souls space from all the hustle, bustle, and noise, so that we can hear the questions that are whispering inside of us.

May we, like Mary the mother of God, ponder these things in our heart.

And may we trust the great Question Asker to lead us along some distant day into the answer.

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